Last Thursday, instead of heading out immediately after work I dawdled for 15 minutes so that by the time it was past 6pm I was still near J. Centre Mall. So I decided to make a detour and stopped at the newly opened The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf at AS Fortuna. I had tomato and herb linguini and Moroccan mint tea. The pesto in the linguini was fresh and delicious. I love the place but not conducive to do any online work (no outlets, wifi available only if you have a card). I stayed there for an hour eating my dinner and reading a book.
I got my assessment in the first exam for possible online work. The results were abysmal and disheartening. I took my final exam last Saturday, I think the results would be horrible. So all of this means I don’t have any online work lined up soon. But why should I wait for that? Why shouldn’t I enjoy my life right now? Who am I asking permission from to live my life? Why am I so afraid?